Do you dream?

I thought, for a child, my friends and I had access to many drugs. Some of the kids at school were entrepenurial that way. From an early age they were in business, probably selling Kool-Aid at the sidewalk.

“We had as many different drugs as we had television stations to watch – before we got cable.”

We had nothing. We had  nothing compared to what we have access to now.

“Just because you can get it doesn’t mean you want it.”

Right. Nellie is gonna show us what happens when you take these drugs.

“I’m really enjoying time with Nellie Benner from Amsterdam. She’s doing us all a service by trying every drug she can buy where she lives, giving us the full info.”

It’s not only entertaining to see her get waxed but informational, maybe even educational. We’ll consider her recommendations.

“I’m starting to think these people in Holland are into sex, drugs, and edm.”

Mushrooms. Thumbs up.

“Can’t wait to see her on the horse tranquilizers. Nellie is so dreamy XO”

I’m guessing she will give the Ketamine a downvote.

There are mushrooms here.

“Might just be a coincidence.”

Flags are great for finding your group. Inside and in dark places those flags are upstaged by light up deco of all kinds on poles. It is audience participation as usual. EDM is so much fun!

“Party!”

Being tall with rabbit ears is helpful. Another iconic photo – to me.

The more you light up the better.

My friends are here too. They are all new to me. Some are new people too.

Ben Gold is here. He’s a creator and also does a podcast I listen to every week. He’s got a cool english accent and a great radio voice. It’s a cool show and I pick up a lot of new music listening to it. He even has a few of his own to play for us, tweaked for the Dreamstate crowd, me!

“All these flags remind me of spring break. There’s no keg but you can find your friends there.”

My friend Tony has a sign on a pole. It’s lit up and so is he. Good to see.

“We have lots of pictures and we seem to catch people in these little moments.”

We have a better camera now. Time is growing on us.

“Her? You?”

Look here!

“What?”

No, just ‘look here’.

“Recently divorced, joined netacougar, naughty.. Those are the keywords to match thirsty boyz. Sugar momma has daddy’s cash – pool boy wanted?”

Into ‘selfies’. Wow, we match!

“Not special. I think I know why Andy called you Sarcasmo.”

She’s not gonna get anywhere with the capitalization and grammatical errors in that profile.

She’s into tech too!

Love those dog face filters! That could really turn into something. Can’t wait to see what happens. – Sarcasmo

“She’s dreaming. Nothing good is gonna happen to her. Hopefully the whole thing is made up to get attention because if she’s for real then I don’t wanna know her.”

Everyone is dreaming, and you aren’t a young boy so your opinion doesn’t matter.

Didn’t see that coming.

“She didn’t either.”

Las Vegas dancers are super nice. Just compare to the regular people she’s dancing in front of. These dancers are all over, inside and outside. Leave your self confidence at the door. Elen doesn’t quite understand where the real attention is going.

“There’s always somebody better.”

Where?

Miami.

It will take about 12 seconds to locate this one. She’s not hiding.

“I wouldn’t either.”

Olesya Volkov

She’s Russian

“She’s an Asian!”

“Lisichka” (лиси́чка)

is a Russian term of endearment that literally means “little fox” .

It comes from the word “лиса” (lisa) meaning “fox,” with the affectionate diminutive “-ичка” added to soften it—so it’s like saying “foxy” or “foxy girl” in a sweet, playful way. It can imply someone is clever, sly in a charming way, or just adorably mischievous.

“Ohhhh, those are some credentials! Hiiiii, can I call you lisa, because you are so foxy!”

‘You can call me lisa, if you have a yacht. Do you?’

She’s quick, like a little fox. 🦊

“She’s got the Miami attitude and relevant sense of humor. I still haven’t seen a yellow asian. This Russian asian is white inside from living in Miami. This isn’t a Twinkie exactly, what then?”

A White Russian?

In Russian, the cocktail White Russian is called:

Белый Русский
Pronounced: BÉ-lyy ROOS-skee

“Isn’t that the name of a country?” 

When we see La Maligma, we need to discuss these girls in my dms.

“Pretty sweet right!?”

Well, it isn’t quite what I thought.

“It’s real. That’s what we asked for. None of that mass marketing crap. No OnlyFans hoes, and no Normies!”

It is direct. That much is true.

We seem to be going from one extreme to another. 

“Like a wave?”

What do you need a group for? You can just do this anytime.

“Right. So where’s Martha?”

14,800 likes that she played the long game and finally got her man.

“Take the best first.”

Or else somebody else will.

“Either way, it will be gone.”

I think I know what you mean. It didn’t take long for the mean girls club to start influencing you. This post is the public admission she’s never been single. Her FB page shows the real Martha. Instagram is poserville.

“Snapchat is X rated!”

Good thing we’ve just been playing. Twinkies are trash, they aren’t even baked, that’s just coloring.

“That’s an urban legend.”

It makes me wonder how old this picture really is. This whole thing could be staged, made-up, ‘enhanced’.

“She works at a yarn factory! The whole think is a pretend show. She’s no party girl.”

She’s so Twinkie. So California. Just a game. Doesn’t bother me at all.

We can do that too. Bottle of the same bubbly and a fake giant check from the casino. We’ll fill in say – 91 million dollars, get the Empress in a showgirl costume and one of our friends in a suit to hand me the check. We’ll do it at the casino too to make it look real.

I’ll post it online and make sure she gets a dm – see if I can break up her marriage.

“That’s pretty severe.”

Revenge.

“She didn’t do anything to you. What is revenge? What does that even mean?”

‘Revenge is a dish best server cold. It is very cold in space.’

“How does that work here?”

I don’t want to hurt anybody. That kind or revenge doesn’t do anything for me. I need the kind of revenge that makes ‘me’ feel better. Some think hurting someone who hurt you will make you feel better. At least they recognize the actual goal is to feel better.

“The best revenge is living well.”

Yes.

“In your face bitches!”

No. Not that way. If the revenge is pure then they will never know about it. That makes it pure. You just do it and the ultimate satisfaction is yours alone – cold. Indifference is the coldest you can be. Cold like space.

“Klingon proverbs?”

I’m spiritual but not religious.

“Practicing Yoga – Just let it flow through – breath in – breath out.”

Ya, you’re just an animal on a planet. You are in control. Just be.

They used the picture from Los Angeles to promote the next show in San Francisco.

“You should do that!”

The concert is two nights, so we have all Saturday to explore and take another iconic photo.

“To you.”

It is iconic to me because I know what was happening, the picture is just a reminder, and to anybody else it just looks like a tourist picture. It is a reminder. What are you looking at? What are you thinking when you look at it?

“It doesn’t look like anything to me. What does ‘it’ mean.”

Joanna isn’t asking for anything. She makes me mango salsa. She tries to help me with yardwork. She just wants to be with me.

“She is Auntie’s friend. They knew each other when they lived in Los Angeles. Sandwiches. She’s making you sandwiches.”

Auntie isn’t vouching for her. It isn’t stay away, it’s ‘don’t give her nothin’.

“Is that the same thing?”

I’ll make my own judgement. I can tell she means well. I remember the night I met her at your Auntie’s. She put a pizza in the oven but didn’t take the plastic wrapper off first. It melted onto the pizza and started burning.

“She never cooked a frozen pizza?”

We are going to the show. It’s a rave. It’s a concert. It’s a festival event. Call it whatever you like. My friends are here. I’m bringing another one. It’s still two, still pairs of everything. I never expect to be alone, but I’m fine to be with just Bri.

“You and I”

These homes are famous. There was a tv show once upon a place time. All of them have the shades drawn.

“Imaging looking out your multi-million dollar home to a park of people shooting up heroin.”

I’m sure it isn’t happening at every park.

“Only the ones we went to.”

It’s all inside one big room. There’s seats around the upper decks and room on the floor for several thousand. We use the seats for a few hours this trip. I had to work Friday and we had to travel, and we took a 10 mile hike on Saturday. I’m glad I can sit for part of the show. This is hour 38, my ‘battery’ is going to die suddenly in a few more hours. I need to sleep.

Is this a coincidence? Another stripper? These are our matches? La Maligna uhhhh

“There’s rules here. The whole thing has been graphed out for us. Just stay in the lines, it will be fine.”

Relax Bri, you are staying home. This road trip is for us.

“It isn’t a road trip if you fly.”

Fly trip? Jetcation?

How is there a pole in.. Is that a bedroom? Is that a bed? Where do you sleep? I think maybe you just burrow into a pile of soft things.

“Auntie says Hot Mess”

That’s just a coincidence.

She sends me memes. They are funny, and scary. What Internet circles is she getting these from? This isn’t what I’m seeing.

“That’s not a boyz meme.”

That’s not a coincidence. That’s a meme.

There’s some new people. I really like them, but I’m with someone so I don’t ‘crowd surf’ this time. I met them outside but never saw them again. I’ll look for them in Las Vegas. I hope they can visit. I will recognize them.

I don’t think anybody else in the world has a Mortal Kombat tattoo here. She really stands out.

“We knew her so well. When we see her we can’t think of anything else.”

Katie traveled from Los Angeles to be here. She’s no the only one either. It reminds me of traveing for a football game to watch your team play in another city.

The trampoline guys are here and so are these acrobats. They are so high up in the air I can’t hardly look. It’s so scary to see them so high and with no safety equipment. They are just hanging from two curtains. Did they do this as a child? Did you grow up in the circus? They climbed up there and just spin around and hang upside down. They have no fear and have to be very strong.

She is ‘unstable’ in this place time. She was in the midwest for a few months and now is returning to Los Angeles. 

“I think that’s the best thing.”

“My cousin took too many chances, now he lives in a shopping cart down by the storm drainage canal. He’s only got a couple lives left.”

There are a variety of ways we all got Dreamstate. Some of us fly. Everybody dreams.